all my mirth: Archive

Apr 1st

Talking to The Man last night...

made me realize how much he knows me, and how much he doesn’t. I asked him if he would help me talk to my mom, because I have no idea how to strike up such a conversation such as that. He basically told me the skeleton of how to do it..that it should be when we’re both kinda chill, not when she’s in the kitchen cooking a casserole (actual example). He also mentioned multiple...

Mar 31st

I've decided,

I’m going to tell my mother about everything that’s been going on for the past four years that she for some reason has not picked up on. The Man and [slutface] are going to help me out. I’m scared shitless. But she deserves to know.

Mar 30th

Some easy math.

8 hours of on and off crying + 23 hours in a bed - 0 pills = one okay murth in the end.

Mar 29th

Suicide scares the crap outta me. This kid I barely know, but who graduated from the school my sister teaches colorguard at, committed suicide this past week. How my sister explained it to me was: he had gone missing Tuesday night, and they found him Thursday in his dorm room. No one knows why he did it..he was getting good grades, he had a lot of friends…It’s scary, scary shit. And...

Mar 29th

God

must not want me to go to prom. Because it isn’t working out very well.

Mar 28th

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Mar 28th

For my birthday party, I need...

rabbit shaped peeps a croquet set tea pots teacups FOOD cookie cutters flowers, both real and fake (white and red roses?) paper lanterns tea a long table, or two tableclothes lots of chairs little stuffed hedgehogs. a projector Alice In Wonderland on DVD (the cartoon) Balloons NO SUCH NOISE. clocks someone to help draw the invitations. I’m trying to spend as little money...

Mar 25th

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Hello all of you photogenic people out there;

lauriekurth: murth: lauriekurth: I want to update my photog portfolio, so someone let me take pictures of you? I live in New Jersey, so preferrably someone from around here please? Oh, and if I take one that you like, I’ll print it out for ya’. email me if you’re interested, I guess: lauriekurth@gmail.com Laurie Kurth. If you talk to Alli Cardelli ever, ask her. She’s amazing. Hmmmmm,...

Mar 24th

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Hello all of you photogenic people out there;

lauriekurth: I want to update my photog portfolio, so someone let me take pictures of you? I live in New Jersey, so preferrably someone from around here please? Oh, and if I take one that you like, I’ll print it out for ya’. email me if you’re interested, I guess: lauriekurth@gmail.com Laurie Kurth. If you talk to Alli Cardelli ever, ask her. She’s amazing.

Mar 24th

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I've decided,

I like people involved in the arts. And when I’m older i want to be friends with many performers, of all sorts. Musicians, dancers, drawers, painters, actors, sculptors…BE MY FRIEND. :) I like going to concerts and plays and things of that nature and seeing my friends’ work.

Mar 24th

she bought my fucking dress.

Mar 23rd

fuckyeahreginaspektor: pavlovsstepson: ...

Mar 21st

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Mar 21st

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Everything’s better the ska way.

Mar 19th

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are you scared of the future?

I am, I really truly am. Hello, what?

Mar 19th

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Them's fightin' words woman

I don’t care that you compared me to the kids on Rocket Power when I said sike, or that your idol was Johnny Bravo when I thought he was a tool, or that you thought Buttercup was the hottest Power Puff Girl when I said I didn’t like her. I just really really like that I’ve been texting you for the past two hours. :)

Mar 19th

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If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

Jason Mraz, hands down. Hello, what?

Mar 19th

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were you aware that the owls in your background...

Hm, i did not notice this at all, actually. And no, I do not condone drug use. I really think it’s kinda dumb. Hello, what?

Mar 19th

Hi,

I’m Murtha, and… I enjoy Alanis Morissette a lot. I lose things a lot. I think gay men are fun. I wear dresses when I’m too lazy to pull on a pair of pants. I can do a backbend like no body’s business. I can stand on the tops of my feet. Sometimes I want to tell people how much I want to be their friend. Sometimes I just want to tell people to shut up and stop...

Mar 18th

Mar 17th

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marry one fuck one kill one, oj simpson, robert...

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, can I marry and fuck Robert Downy Jr, kill OJ, and remain neutral to Brian Peppers? Hello, what?

Mar 17th

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Who would win in a fight: pirates or ninjas?

I think ninjas. Hello, what?

Mar 17th

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Mar 17th

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what would you do if you woke up naked with a...

I….don’t know. Probably be very, very confused. And very, very cold. Hello, what?

Mar 16th

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Lisa, I love you.

I love you too. Hello, what?

Mar 15th

So,

my friend told me she might be depressed tonight, and she’s taking pills for it. This kinda thing always freaks me out. She told me all this stuff, and I was like, “wow. I know what she’s talking about. I used to do the same thing.” Which makes me wonder, should I be on...

Mar 13th

It's be a lot easier

IF YOU WERE JUST A TOTAL COMPLETE DICK, AND NOT A TOTALLY NICE GUY. And if you and your ”girl” weren’t so cute together.

Mar 12th

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Mar 12th

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Mar 11th

Mar 10th

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Mar 10th

Within the next 500 days,

I will be going to Disneyworld three times. Once this summer, once for trip, and one more time for my 18th birthday. I’ve never been more excited in my life; all thee times I’m going to be in the Happiest Place on Earth with the greatest people on Earth. <3 (speaking of birthdays, I have started to plan my party for my 17th birthday. It’s going to be amazing.)

Mar 8th

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Mar 8th

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Mar 7th

Today.

I texted him. My entire gym period. And like, we ACTUALLY talked. It was cool. Really, really cool. And he knows my name. I hope he saved me in his phone. <3333333333333333333333

Mar 5th

I wish

lauriekurth: murth: I knew more famous photographers. All I got is Cindy Sherman and David LaChappelle. They’re both fantastic, but too out there for me to try and base my style off of. But if I could grow up to be either, I’d be a very happy murth. Mary Ellen Mark’s ma guuuuurl. I actually feel like I do know Mary Ellen Mark. I wrote her name down for me to research her after...

Mar 5th

I wish

I knew more famous photographers. All I got is Cindy Sherman and David LaChappelle. They’re both fantastic, but too out there for me to try and base my style off of. But if I could grow up to be either, I’d be a very happy murth.

Mar 4th

Omg.

Photoshoot this weekend. My first one in a long time. I’m so excited. YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW.

Mar 4th

I wish I were a man.

For three reasons: I could piss whereever the fuck I wanted. I could be a drag queen. I could be some girl’s ultimate Gay.

Mar 2nd

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Mar 2nd

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Mar 2nd

I'm so frustrated.

And so confused. Why can’t I ever just get a straight answer from someone, or at least two or three stories that mesh together?

Mar 2nd