February 2010
Lady Gaga's rough draft lyrics for "Bad Romance"
sharingtime:
Roh
Ree
Rima
Aww
I would like to spend time with you holding hands at a Starbucks
It sure is fun to be in love
I can’t wait to have consensual sex with you once we are married
Let’s take some quizzes on eHarmony together to determine if we are compatible
I’m free to do whatever a man tells me to do
Je suis americain
I want the pleasure of your company
lauriekurth:
alwaysmythunder:
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wtf.
So, The Man is teaching at a DCI Corps this summer instead of teaching at my high school. Which is awesome for him.
But..[slutface] was supposed to go to India and help out in orphanages or something really good like that, and now she can’t, since it costs 8 thousand dollars that is due in April. So her parents are letting her:
A) Choose a different, cheaper project.
B) Go to dance camp.
...
The thought of prom right now
Makes me want to sob uncontrollably in a bathtub.
the show last night was amazing.
I wish I had a video to show you all.
Andres David Garcia
is the reason why I’m such a good freaking captain.
He might have resigned, but he’s still around..I talk to him more now than I ever have when he was my instructor. And I love it.
He gives me tips on what I should do to help the guard be successful, and how to not stress The Man out.
He’s taught me everything I know about leadership. And I’m so grateful he’s still...
“I will find a way to you if it kills me.”
– Jason Mraz.
Tomorrow
is Triton Regional High School’s first competition at JP Steven’s HS.
I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED TO PERFORM THE SHOW. it’s great.
And I’m really proud to call myself the “co”captain this season. I can feel another gold coming on. We’re going to be flipping amazing this year..everybody better watch their backs. :]
ANNNNDDDDDDDDDD I’m really excited to...
“I want you. I want you so bad, it’s driving me mad.”
– The Beatles.
nostalgia is my poison, music is my remedy.: dear... →
I wrote this in june to an ex, it was pretty agressive and i never sent it. but i thought it would share, it shows the angry (what?!!?) side of me, hahahahah :P
and i dont feel this way towards them anymore.
Once your done being blinded by ignorance, stupidty, and jealousy, I won’t be here to…
….this is basically how my night went….
I lied
when I said I was giving up on that boy.
I just downloaded all these songs from a band I’ve never really listened to, just because I know he likes them.
I’ve started to fall in love with ska…just because his best friends have a ska band. And where they go, he goes.
Long story short, he’s cute. And I like looking at him. A lot.
“Good things come to those who wait.”
When I’m in the pit, I’m gonna punch...
“Well, I guess I’m just a dumb bitch, but how depressing is that moment?...”
– Zooey Deschanel as Nessa Watkins in Mumford.
@murth
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
DO IT! Just click it, haha what’s the worst that could happen?
I DID IT. Hahahahahahahhaha. And then I just walked away from my computer lol. And then when I got the balls to see if he responded, he went idle. :[
Hhahaha, good! and he’ll come back, don’t worrry! :):)
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, he logged off....
@murth
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
DO IT! Just click it, haha what’s the worst that could happen?
I DID IT. Hahahahahahahhaha. And then I just walked away from my computer lol. And then when I got the balls to see if he responded, he went idle. :[
Hhahaha, good! and he’ll come back, don’t worrry! :):)
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, he logged off. oohhh well.
Boooo! I...
@murth
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
DO IT! Just click it, haha what’s the worst that could happen?
I DID IT. Hahahahahahahhaha. And then I just walked away from my computer lol. And then when I got the balls to see if he responded, he went idle. :[
Hhahaha, good! and he’ll come back, don’t worrry! :):)
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, he logged off. oohhh well.
@murth
lauriekurth:
DO IT! Just click it, haha what’s the worst that could happen?
I DID IT. Hahahahahahahhaha. And then I just walked away from my computer lol. And then when I got the balls to see if he responded, he went idle. :[
“Im so proud. youre obsessing over straight guys again”
– Slutface.
It's Valentine's Day.
And I hope all of you folks out there in love have a great day.
And all you single folks, don’t get too depressed today. Life’ll be okay again tomorrow.
But anyway, usually, this day means nothing to me..except a little bit of chocolate and a card from my momma.
But. “HE” is on fbchat.lol.
And I really want to talk to him, but I”m awkward and don’t know how...
“Confidence is 10% hard work and 90% delusion”
– Tina Fey (via kapi)
I forgot how much I enjoy ska, and how much I love...
To Write Love on Her Arms
So, it’s To Write Love on Her Arms day, and I feel like it’s more than appropriate to post a message. This is me, coming out. I’m a cutter, and I’ve been this way for five years. I’ve been to therapy, once, but nothing special happened. Mrs. Carol Lang told me I was moderately depressed and sent me on my home.
I could argue that I do it for attention..but it’s...
@lauriekurth →
lauriekurth:
murth:
lauriekurth:
murth:
YOU’LL UNDERSTAND.
that was WONDERFUL! Too bad I can’t get it by like oh, I don’t know, sunday night? hahhaha, do they have a store?! or is it just online?
They have a store…in NYC. But if you order it tonight you’ll get it by Wednesday. :D Lol.
Urbanoutfitters.com has it too….I wonder if it’s in the store…
Hmmmmmmmm, too bad I’m not going...
@lauriekurth →
lauriekurth:
murth:
YOU’LL UNDERSTAND.
that was WONDERFUL! Too bad I can’t get it by like oh, I don’t know, sunday night? hahhaha, do they have a store?! or is it just online?
They have a store…in NYC. But if you order it tonight you’ll get it by Wednesday. :D Lol.
Urbanoutfitters.com has it too….I wonder if it’s in the store…
Thanks Love Calculator, now my life is over.
[Murth] & Jason Mraz
43 % The chance of a relationship working out between [Murth] and Jason Mraz is not very big, but a relationship is very well possible, if the two of you really want it to, and are prepared to make some sacrifices for it. You’ll have to spend a lot of quality time together. You must be aware of the fact that this relationship might not work out at all, no...
BAHAHAHAHA.
So, I just went on Love Calculator and put mine and Frodo’s name in.
Too bad he’s eight years older than me, and in jail!! :]
86%-Dr. Love thinks that a relationship between [Murth] and [Frodo] has a very good chance of being successful, but this doesn’t mean that you don’t have to work on the relationship. Remember that every relationship needs spending time together,...
“I think being friends with you is becoming too expensive as a lifestyle.”
– Alexis Hiotakis.
@lauriekurth →
YOU’LL UNDERSTAND.
:)
Dinosaur chicken nuggests, chocolate pudding, and Important Things with Demetri Martin. Plus I get to spend this three day weekend with some of the most fantastic people I know. I doubt life could get much better.<33333333333
“I speak fluent gay. I took two years in high school”
– Kathy Griffin
Everytime I see you on facebook chat, I just want to message you saying “I LOVE YOU. PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE.”
but i dont.
I HATE
that my winterguard schedule interferes with my drum corps schedule.
And the most important competition for winterguard is conveniently the same day as the next and last Reading Buccaneer color guard camp.
And there’s no way I can go to the competition and leave to go to bucs, because it’s two hours away. So by the time I get to camp, I’d have to turn around because I’d...
My sister’s getting married June 18, 2011 to her high school sweetheart.
And I’m not in the wedding.
How I found this out…
My Mom and I are sitting here, watching The Buried Life.
And ten minutes ago, Momma was asking me what color dress she should get for the wedding. And she told me that their wedding color was purple. And that betrothed sister picked out a dress for my...
It's a Regina Spektor kinda night.
And I love it! <333333333333333333333
lauriekurth:
fuckyeahreginaspektor:
...
Lisa Murtha wants anna and tina
to sleep over tonight, and get snowed in with her.
I wish
the screen on my camera was not busted.
And I wish I had more than one friend to be my go-to model.
I wish I could go to dance class with someone and photograph it.
Or any real activity, even.
i hate when I get like this.
it’s not bad, yet.
and i don’t want it to be bad.
i’m over getting better, just to get worse than I was before.
…but nothing could be worse from where i was two weeks ago.
and right now, i’m actually missing him. i miss talking to him. he grew on me during that month.
…and then he was revealed for what he really was, and i knew...
